Long winding road
Saturday, August 22, 2009 12:05 AM
Sometimes, a lone tear will slip out from the side of your eye. Normally, you'll just wipe it away and pretend that nothing's happening but as you accumulate the tears and feelings, you get drawn further and further from the people you once knew so much about. Those that would call you in the middle of the nights just to talk and those that would help you so much when you're in need. All these times, you want to stop all these but you know that there isn't any way else for you to move on with except forward. No matter how tough it is, how lonely, you'll still have to walk it through cause at the end of the day, that's always the case. You won't be living when you're not feeling the pain and you won't be feeling the pain unless its life. What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger and as time goes by, you'll learn bit by bit, that it isn't all as simple as it seems. Sometimes, you seem like you're building a wall up, refraining anyone from getting through, just because you feel the hurt, the pain and the frustration. If the wall has been there from the start, none of these would have happened but at the same time, all those memories wouldn't have been created too. There's always a reason for everything, you'll just have to find it out yourself. Weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character. Everyone has made mistakes before. Mistakes that can't be erased unless they haven't tried anything new to make any. Sometimes, its hard to feel things, even if you want to. Its because you've already been hurt that much, nothing bothers you anymore. Its not the same. Its hard to really try when you're not given chances. Its hard to mend things that have already been broken, time after time yet, it doesn't feel right. To know that you've not attempted to try to amend things but yet, give up straight away. All those worries and thoughts, only scaring yourself when in fact, you know what will happen. But sometimes, things have been changed that much that you're really not sure too. Already feeling tired and weary, you want to take a nice long sleep and wake up to find that everything is all normal and fine, but reality it is. Problems doesn't get solved that easily and to find the solution to the problem, you've to find the source of it. Yet, most of the times, the sources of the problems are minor issues. Never place your hopes up high cause when they fall, they'll fall harder than they're supposed to. Putting your hopes up high, just to watch them fall, isn't a very smart choice afterall. You begin to think, why're you doing all these. Just to realise that there's no answer to such a question. Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one. 伤心总是难免的.Labels: Senseless, thoughts, tired
Nothing else to say
Friday, July 31, 2009 12:36 AM
Reached school at 7.30 today, late. Great, as always. Today alot of people late, MrGovind decided to have detention! :(( Then school, tests for english and chinese. Quite okay. After school, went BubbleTea Shop with Jayda, Christine and my love. LOL. Jovin or rather. Had maths thereafter. I think I'm down with a minor flu! :O AND SOON I'LL HAVE FEVER AND THEN I'LL BE ABSENT FROM SCHOOL! YAY.
I wished. After maths class, went to find MrGovind. Didn't go for training as I supposedly have a physics test after school and plus my detention. In the end, couldn't find MrLoh therefore, no test. Probably tomorrow. Then went to find MrGovind with LiZheng. We were given a choice to either stay back till 7pm or write a reflection to promise not to be late anymore. As if we'll be able to keep to that. LiZheng wrote his finish pretty quickly. Looked at his and then proceeded to write mine. and ShuWuen said something damn comical. Cause I wrote in the reflection even with 3 alarm clocks, I am unable to wake up and always late. Then Javan asked why I always late. Then ShuWuen happily replied "因为她是猪！你知道，她有3 ah-lam(alarm) clocks 也醒不来吗？" We laughed like LOL. Then Javan said something like Fire Ah-lam then shuwuen started laughing too! Yadayadayada, then I reached home and read my book and slept from 5 till 9pm.
Tiring day. Bye.
Labels: daijoubu, friends, school, Senseless, tired
daijoubu, daijoubu.
Tuesday, July 07, 2009 10:56 PM
Didn't attend school today(: Great. No maths teacher again, so, no big deal. They did Physics SPA today D: But its alright. Nevermind, I won't talk on.
bye.
Labels: hopeful, school, Senseless
Stoned.
Monday, July 06, 2009 12:13 AM
Slacked the whole day at home. Didn't go for karate cause was sick. Sore throat and flu :(
very tired. veryveryvery tired now.
Labels: Senseless, tired
I'll be fine (:
Friday, July 03, 2009 10:49 PM
Went to play badminton just now with peeps. fun(: A lil tiring. Tired. Overall, great but my sole's having the same old problem. Pain :( Idk what happened, always happens. Irritating. Alright, spare all the crap.
Goodbye.
Labels: badminton, friends, pain, Senseless
c'est la vie
Tuesday, June 30, 2009 10:27 PM
School was great today! :D Will update tomorrow. Bye(:
Labels: Senseless, tired
Do you hear me
Monday, June 29, 2009 10:09 PM
School was stupid, miserable, retarded but most of all, tiring! :( I think I slept through chemistry. Might have a change of physics teacher! D: NO GOOD! I'm veryveryveryvery tired now hence, I'll be sleeping soon.
bye
Labels: school, Senseless
To extricate from it altogether.
Friday, June 26, 2009 7:54 PM
I almost got killed just now by a stupid car when I was riding the bike. LOL? not literally though. luckily, the driver was not in the car. nevermind, I shall not elaborate on this senseless topic. going for dinner, be right back to blog, later.
bye
Labels: Senseless
Within grasp.
5:46 PM
currently at maybel's house. will update later? I think.
bye.
Labels: Senseless
senseless
Wednesday, June 17, 2009 11:31 PM
badminton was okay, karate was tiring!
good night.
Labels: badminton, karate, Senseless
Senseless.
Saturday, June 13, 2009 2:41 AM
very hungry and tired! am going to sleep soon. going aviva tomorrow with the team.
bye.
Labels: aviva, Senseless
