Try my best, to maintain a smile.
Sunday, August 09, 2009 7:56 PM
Went to watch the karate demonstration at sembawang with russell and wayne just now. It was simply amazing :) Everyone did a great job! Russell and Wayne took part in the ramen eating competition thereafter. It was truly comical. We were all supporting for them and laughing our guts out! :D The winner got a plasma tv and the 2 other winners got vouchers or some other stuffs. Will post the pictures and videos of them doing the katas later? :)
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Falling real hard and getting back up, gaining more injuries in the process. Having your body unable to function in a proper manner, you laugh hysterically and yet, feel like crying at the same time. Holding back your tears, fighting with your emotions but failing in the end. Having to suffer with the breakdown and watch as others stand to look, unable to think of a solution to help. Then, when a warm hand comes and help, you feel the relief. All you need was some time alone, to compose yourself. Trying so hard to not cry resulted in the outbreak of more tears. The pain, physically and mentally was also causing exhaustion to your body and mind. Walking out, looking refreshed, as though you're alright now and successful for being able to hold back the tears for a short period of time. Unknowingly yet surprisingly, your body just decided to give up on forcing the tears back and release them all out, uncontrollably. You were at a lost of what to do. Feeling like a weakling, a complete loser, you walked around, hoping for some peace, thinking time would be able to help find some equanimity. Hoping that soon, you'll be oblivious to the surroundings and perhaps, someday, have an insouciant feel.
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Eda: Thanks sister!! You've been a great companion today. Probably everyday! You always seem to make me feel so much better after everything, always confiding in me even though I'm unable to do the same! :) Always in a study frenzy and having me slacking beside you, making me feel bad! :P The one who always has a solution to every problem and the one who's always comforting me whenever something goes wrong or when I feel down. Always making me laugh with your oh-so-ever-scared- of-tickles and all. Love you for who you are so stay that way dear! (L)(L)(L)
Labels: karate, outing, sad, thoughts
