Feeling lousy...
Friday, August 07, 2009 10:24 PM
I supposed I just slacked the whole day after waking up late for school and decided not to go since its just for an hour+ thus I went back to sleep and woke up at 3.40. I had a dream, a real good one. Something that haven't been so for very long. Something I want so badly for it to happen but it does not. Went for karate thereafter at 7+. Sparred :)
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I'm sorry I can't focus on what I'm supposed to be focused on. I can't feel the seriousness and sadness when I'm supposed to. I can't be in the mood that I'm supposed to be in. I can't be everything I need to until it all falls down and back in place then do the effects wear off. Then do I feel all that I need to and by then, everything is over. Gone and done with.
Labels: karate, sad, thoughts