so crack a bottle,

let your body waddle.

ELYCIA
Karate♥ Badminton♥
10.03.1994

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Its only when people are alone then they really show their true self. After all the noise of the things happening around, they settle down. Only then they tend to show their true self or maybe its when you look at life from a different angle, with a different point of view.
Are there always two sides of everyone or is it that when all is quiet people tend to look at things differently, suddenly you realise everything's so uncertain. Living in insecurity. I guess its that often or not people are always caught up in the things they do that they rarely just stop and think for a while.
There's this protective barrier in everyone of us which just prevents us from being who we really are, causing us to keep to ourselves.
By bottling up all your feelings and emotions, no one will know what you're actually thinking, no one can help you.
Life moves so fast yet nothing stays. Time waits for no one. If i could spend everyday just like this as things sink in it'd be nice to do so. It gues a different feeling from being happy it's just an undescribable feeling.
Sometimes i find that i'm living in my head. But saying so you just can't help but to think what would come out of things now, how would the future present itself, would memories always stay forever.
Would there come a time when we get so caught up with life that we just simply just forget the memories, the very things that make us human, the things that we would look forward to and yearn for. The people that we used to love, cherish and spent uncountable times, crying, laughing and joking with. The past is ever so unforgiving,we just can't change it yet every decision we make would open a new door in our lifes, another beginning.
If I could just sketch a plan for the future I wonder how would it be. What seems to stay this way would somehow never end up the way planned, never ever. They say events forge the future and that it's ever changing yet in every second the choices you make would determine a different event a different future.
With every second spent the road back grows blurry and as time passes the road back darkens and memories are forgotten. Till one day it's no longer in existence and you wonder to yourself has it ever existed.
Always so caught up that things just slip by us.
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You make me speechless.