so crack a bottle,

let your body waddle.

ELYCIA
Karate♥ Badminton♥
10.03.1994

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Hiaz.... Y dee fking heck am I gettin so damn freaking emotional nowadaes..
I wanted to change blogskin... BUT... dhey got database probx.
Tot it was my com siiao but then even kelila said so...
Kelila's blogskin was fabulous. Coz it was taken at a verii memorable place.
Opposite our old Jurong Primary...
Where I've spent 5 years at...
Hiaz...My 5 years were almost PERFECT
But i was cursing and swearing when they merged.
But nw I realli appreciated the merger.
When I was shaking hands wid...********, I cudn't hold back my tears.
And when we did the 55 claps, I cudn't help it.
Damn. Tears are briiming in my eyes now!!!
HALP.
DAMMIT
I tot I wud hate 6B and I wanted skool to end START RIGHT NOW.
But however I did I noe tt it won't...
&& I won't have anyone to talk for long long hours wid.
Since she left...
Wdf am I gonna do? Aniione halp?
Stop it. STOP GETTING EMOTIONAL.
DAMMIT...
Talk about ystr...
I cried lots...
At first I cried. REALLI
Dhen KellyZ ask me cry fake. So I cried realli with a smile.
To hide away the fact tt I'm sad.
Then I stopped.
But she asked me cryy agn... So I did... Realli agn.
Then when Miss Tan sae shake hands.
I shaked wid everyone... Xcept hhim..
Finally I rmb there was sumone verii important to shake with...
And I shaked with hhim.
I cried then... Then..
I calmed down...
Relax...
And I turned back-right to look at a certain someone.
I mustered the courage to shake hands with her.
When we were shaking hands I hold back my TEARS
And we went to line up tt time...
Ian Ah Gong. Cried... I can't believe it... I tried laughing to bring my tears back..
BUT...To no avail.
Its like I've been cryin a fountain of water ystr. Even when I reached hm..
So when we went down, I seperated from Weina...
Dammit. W8 I relax awhile first.-Go wash face && Tears -
Then I criied even more when weina left... I gave a a HUG when she left...
It might be our LAST hugg....
So I went around wid Az& Kz...
Dhey were w8ing for bel...
Dhen Kz verii brave..Nvr cryy.
Until she saw LeYi...
Then I saw Ben coming down wid LeYi.
He walked then I called him.
Afterall he has been comforting me alot.
I said bye to him... And shaked hands also.
But I didn't cryy..
Then after everyone hugged everyone..
I went and hugged someone I didn't think I wud...
{Gerl lar Don xiang wai wai kayys?}
I was alrd calmed...
But then when I was huggin hher...
I criied even more.
Damn...
But this action wasn't regretted.
Coz if I didn't do it..
I wud have regret...
During "break" of Drama club.. 0kayys It wasn't break. 'Cher ask me help..
Then i went to somewhere..
I walked past OUR 6B
It was so emptyy..
I tot of how I wud usually quarrel wid my classmates inside...
And then something brought me back to reality..
The hurtful reality...
I am now looking outside my window while typing..
I can see DARK blue skies...
Empty dark blue skies.....
Just like our class room which will be used by another class.
I went inside and look when no teachers were around...
The posters... The artwork and all that we GONE
I criied inside...
Then when I heard foot steps.. I quickly left the room...
And went to the toilet to wash my face...
Quickly went back to the computer lab...
And went to see ppl de blog...
Aft tt went to Jx hse below there de shop.
Bought 3 packs of roller coaster...
Took a taxi hm.Got $2 charge..
Then in dee end paid $7
Ate all when I reached hm at 5.30..
Hiaz... Going to eat nw.

Wish I am NOT emotional .